Thursday, August 22, 2013
I approach the bar of the ale-house I have met some old friends in, slightly giddy with the odd experience of being neither in my office nor my home and of being surrounded by people I have a genuine fondness for.
Slightly Attractive Barmaid: What can I get you?
Me: A pint of Strong Drink, please.
I’m not entirely sure what ‘banter’ is. It seems to have a bad reputation. However, I’m feeling a bit excitable so decide now is the time to give it a whirl.
Me: Oh, and can I have it in a normal straight glass and not one of those vases?
SAB: You don’t like the chalices?
Me: No. I’ve quite small hands and the weight and balance feels weird and I always end-up spilling some.
She glances at me with professional polite dis-interest. I ‘up my game’.
Me: Plus, they look gay.
SAB: [Giving me a contemptuous look] I’d have stuck with the ‘small hands’ story were I you.
Me: [Warming to this now, resting my elbows on the bar] Well. You know what they say – ‘small hands, small…...’ Ah. Erm.
She gazes at me blankly and places my drink in front of me.
Me: *sigh* Sorry. Forget that. It didn’t work. I…erm. Thanks.
I turn to walk away with my drink.
SAB: [To my back] THAT’S THREE POUNDS FIFTY.
Me: [Startled, slopping Strong Drink everywhere] Christ. Yes. Sorry.
Transaction complete, I return to the table of old friends – who have thankfully been out of earshot – and put my drink down.
Old Friend#1: [Cheerfully] Alright, then?
Me: Fuck off, will you?
I go outside for a cigarette. As I close the door I hear:
Saturday, August 03, 2013
I Nearly Die. Putting On My Trousers.
I am getting out of my mother’s car after the obligatory Thursday-night dinner at her house.
Me: So. Thanks. Oh and I shan’t injure myself whilst putting my trousers on again. Haha.
My Mother: [chuckling] I told M [M is her husband] about that –
Me: Why? When?
MM: Oh you were out having a smoke. He thought it was really funny. If you tell anyone, though, you must say it was one of your ‘episodes’…
Me: *sigh* Goodnight.
Two days previously:
I’m late for work but this as yet presents no immediate physical danger. I’ve kept my ablutions down to 10 minutes and am getting dressed.
I begin to put on my trousers. I have done this many times. I am getting quite good at it. I have no immediate fears for my well-being.
I plunge my right leg into my trousers. I have not cut my toe-nails in some time. I am single. If I were in a new relationship my toenails would be immaculate. If I were once again in a long-term relationship they would be as dreadful as they are now.
My ragged big-toenail catches-upon the lining of the right-leg of my trousers.
As any man owning well-tailored apparel will know, the lining of one’s trousers cease about half-way between the crotch and the knee. My toe catches there, takes hold and forces my entire body weight into the knee of my right-trouser leg.
This then sends my head hurtling toward the wall over my dressing table, propelled by the entire weight of my body and the effect of gravity also. I don’t weigh a lot, but it’s enough when it’s propelling your head toward brick and plaster.
I think all of this in the milliseconds that are to follow:
“Oh dear, I will eventually be discovered, rotting, with my trousers around my ankles. People will think ‘Micheal Hutchence’ or ‘David Carradine’. I can’t have this.”
I imagine my children having to explain this to their friends in later life, perhaps at University or something, “So, they found him with his pants down?” They will be asked. They’ll just shrug and say that their mother left me “before all that”.
The local newspaper will describe me as ‘troubled’. Possibly a ‘loner’.
And time returns to normal and at the last possible instant I put my hand out.
The shock ricochets up and down my arm.
My right eye-socket – already circled with scar tissue – is millimeters away from the wall. I know from experience that had it been my face instead of my hand I’d be unconscious.
I flop back onto my bed and finish the normally danger-free process of putting my trousers on. I pick the flakes of paint from my hand – which had hit the wall with such force it had removed them from the plaster and lodged them into my palm. I stand up with difficulty – my hips had hit the top of my dressing-table and limited my ability to walk for days after.
Five minutes later, I get into the car of the colleague who kindly gives me a lift into work each morning. She notices my limp and the burst blood-vessels and blood-blisters on my hand.
Kind Colleague: Oooh! What happened?
Me: Oh. Nothing.