Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Football.

This is the last thing I fucking need, I think to myself.

I have the sort of job that sometimes you just can’t walk away from at five-thirty. It involves things that sometimes can’t be left until the morning. The morning will be too late.

This is one of those sometimes. The public transport system in the city I work in tends to think ‘fuck it’ after business hours in the assumption that anyone needing to travel after six is either a drunkard or a pervert. As such I have a wait on my hands.

Raymond Chandler wrote an excellent passage about the alchemic pleasure of a bar that had just opened for the evening. ‘Farewell my Lovely’ I think.

It’s not the same now. They never really close. But there is still something about a two-thirds empty bar early in the evening – usually populated by disoriented commuters far from home, burnt-out business types and hard-core alcoholics. A stillness, a melancholy. A place to reflect in peace, populated by people who want nothing more than that themselves. People who want to be elsewhere but are either temporarily or permanently stuck. It can be quite soothing if you know you’re only visiting.

Having half an hour to kill I decide to visit a quite-nice one near my bus stop. It’s either that or the only other place open is Starbucks and I’m not that fucking far gone. Those cunts are really lost.

I push through the glass doors to be greeted by a wall of noise and approximately eight million braying lumps of flesh yowling at a plasma screen as though it were some sort of vengeful god.

Having stepped through the doors I am past the point of no return. No man in history has ever walked into a bar and then promptly turned around again.

I order a drink, making a point of not purchasing a big pint of idiot juice. Fortunately I’ve been here before and am aware of the perpetually empty ‘snug’ area which I promptly make for.

It is removed from the main bar, contains big leather chairs and only a couple of tables. The ‘wall’ facing the street is plate-glass. It is relatively quiet. I take a comfy leather chair and sit, determined to ignore the gurning festival of homoeroticism in the main room. I place my drink on a glass table-top that turns out to be one of those old arcade machines. I find this not amusingly ‘ironic’ or ‘retro’ as I’m sure I should but actually faintly depressing.

I sip my drink and stare at the skyline. My thoughts are far from here.

A man the size of a small outhouse comes barreling in and looks directly at me. He is wearing a football shirt which is puzzling as his physique is not one of an athlete. Or indeed of most normal humans.

Random Man: Thank fuck for that!

As he has not introduced himself I can only assume he imagines he has known me for some time. This is, however, not the case so I do not reply. I am not about to be involved in some nightmare scenario in which two strangers act as if they have been acquainted for years. That would just be weird. We’d be wanking each other off next.

Random Bloke: [Undeterred by my lack of response] Did you hear? [Insert name of football player here – I don’t know any] just scored! Fucking brilliant!

I gaze levelly at him and don’t respond. I can’t say if I actually shrugged, but it sounds like the sort of thing I would do.

Random Bloke: [Showing a firm grasp of the available evidence] You’re not watching it then?

Me: No.

He physically staggers for a second, but I think it’s the drink.

RB: So what you’re saying…. You’re…. Is that you just don’t give a shit about the football?

Me: Yes. I suppose so.

He steadies himself on a table. Must be the booze.

RB: But….. Fuck, man………Just trying to be friendly…….Christ……..have a bit chat and that. Jesus. Don’t have to be a CUNT.

He staggers away, his face a mass of confusion. I swear there were actually tears in his eyes.

I finish my drink and wait for my bus outside.

10 Comments:

Blogger Inchy said...

Sometimes, when colleagues or friends talk excitedly or animatedly about 'the match', I feel like I'm missing something, that I'm not quite complete, that there's a little part of me that will never share the ecstasy and camaraderie that football can illicit.

The other 99.99% of the time I'm grateful to be an outsider. It's far more interesting at the bus stop.

10:36 pm  
Blogger mondraussie said...

So basically you have to be a cunt if you don't like football? I guess that makes me a Grade A cunt then.

8:25 am  
Anonymous janeway said...

I guess I'm off topic (football and cunts)with this, but I liked your description of the 'alchemic pleasure of a bar that had just opened for the evening.' It reminded me of this:

http://faculty.evansville.edu/rl29/art105/img/hopper_nighthawks.jpg

12:25 pm  
Anonymous JonR said...

yessss!

1:07 pm  
Blogger Ellie said...

I'm just now in one of those very limbo land establishments (shocked to find it actually has free wifi).

It's been quiet until just now a group of loud cunts (not of the football fan variety) have sat down.

Damn.

4:48 pm  
Blogger Carnalis said...

i like airports and train stations for that same reason - somewhere warm to be, for a short while. For some reason the strangers met there always seem more interesting, unless of course they are a football twat.

10:01 pm  
Blogger Tired Dad said...

Inch: I'm with you.

M: I think it was the whole lack of spontanious camaraderie that upset him more.

J: Not at all. And I liked that a lot.

JonR: Ok then.

Ellie: It's always the minority who spoil it, isn't it? Peace and quiet seems to at a premium these days. I often think it a shame the museums and galleries close at five just when anyone sane really needs them. Or am I just getting really old?

C: There is nothing more desolate and also strangely comforting about those places. It's not being part of the real world I think - like I say, nice if you're not there for any length of time.

8:53 pm  
Blogger Ellie said...

Oh, I like that idea of museums and galleries staying open late. And libraries too!

Could have something to do with sleep.

9:04 am  
Blogger Four Dinners said...

You met me and you didn't even know...

11:10 am  
Blogger Tired Dad said...

Ellie: Let's start some sort of petition.

FD: I doubt it.

7:58 pm  

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